hi, another Monday.

What a packed week for me last week

assessments due one by one for 4 weeks

and last week I was rushing my first cover letter and edit my CV for an application

of course I should give a big Thanks to WeiXin

for being my 'counsellor'

no matter it will be succeed or not

I had made myself a key towards the door

  - the unknown door

I will have more 'chance' to market myself again

I am sure

but it's really not easy to do that

especially when you have not much to sell and still need to pack like branded 

and shelf yourself out there

huhhh.... 

what a interesting Business World ya?

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During my old days in uni 

I always feel I am kinda wasting my time here

without happening activities and crazy uni student lifestyle 

not making a new bunch friends and just HI and BYE to campus

what a bloody boring and dry uni life

but then

backed to uni early this year

I found something I got from here

It is absolutely a happy and proud feeling when you're called by lecturer or tutor somewhere in the uni

they remember your name 

and willing to spend few minutes to ask about your studies and future planning

I remembered one day back to last year

I get called in cinema ladies by my first year tutor

 she cant remember my name but know that I am graduating this year

I am really appreciate what Kenneth offered to me

give me advises on PR thingi and job hunting tips

the 15 mins personal chat in his office mean a lot to me

I cant forget the first day walk into uni with that unweighted stress on me

million tons of pressure from assignments and presentations throughout the first 2 years

but now

It has been much more comfortable for me when working on these

some more

 I found I love presentation =p

 even broken english always but I am happy for what I can do now

Do you ever think that someone will ask for your slides after you presented

and say "I found yours is better than tutor's solution"

it is really a COOL feeling XD

 Last 3 tuition weeks of this semester

and only left the group report!

a report that expected to be 40 to 50 pages

well... take a deep breath and fight for it!

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Was Mother's Day yesterday

nothing special for my mum

I think she was still quite happy when I called her

and spending my night playing Wahjong with her

thank you for joining us too =)

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Lastly, writing for my SNB

You guys are just sweet to give me the call that night

is my bad too haven't give a call since ????

I used to follow your posts in wherever you guys used to do

I love to know what going on around you

but I believe that's just too little to know

You are still pretty as usual & You are so fashioned by your hairstyle

what's next?

hehe

To be honest

I don't have any one to share my thoughts here

sometimes I was thinking that I might need gossip session to catch up with others

but I lost my 'gossip skills'

I am probably fail in chatting and socialising

just because living in my small world for quite a long time

every time when we meet up was a RUSH

couldn't have a proper and deep talk

couldn't have a chance to sort out our mind

I am sure I have been left behind sooo much to catching your stories

we all used to settle messy thoughts ourselves nowadays? 

hmm...

I am probably the one

after a sleep, I will have a brand new day

this is what I used to do now

chit chat and gossip is an activity

it could happen whenever there is worries or unhappy or not

it helps to sort out thoughts

thats why I feel a big load messy stuff inside???

lolx

I am in a cafe now by alone

just because I feel the life should have some moment be in cafe

this represent my life now

I believe you & you can get my picture and thought

I bet I will be pushed into tears too

=)