14 September, 2010

Life should be grateful



Time passed on its own way and life still going on
we're in mid Sept now and I feel so filled in the past few mths
I've gained and learnt so much


It has been one and half mths since I started teaching in Uni
start to enjoy the class I have every time
but there are always good and bad
I found it is harder to stay in office and interact with colleagues
there is always politic matters and need to cope with the 'culture' in there
when you are new and fresh
the first thing to learn is to be strong and confident for sure
I know it gonna take me awhile to build up my career
so during the same time 
I need to build up tons of confidence and move forward

About my class
I am pretty enjoying during the class
 students' smiles when walk in to the room and sweet good-bye after class are kind of return to me
it is not so stressful in front of students actually
doest not because it is smooth in class always
I did make mistake when writing on whiteboard
I did have few sections blank mind when i am talking
but students are more like your frds and discuss questions with you
I think thats what a tutor looking for 
and I am lucky enough to have them

I am also happy to know Jeremy, Steven and Allen
it is so important to have nice colleagues at work place i think
especially my boss Kenneth
I never imagine he will help me so much on job hunting 
 and talk with me like parents and give me suggestions for future plans
I am the lucky one =)


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Well..
2010 is a tough year for me I would say
I know it might continue on maybe for another 1 year time
but who cares
I have gone through so much to be here at this point of time
nothing to scare about XD

Next year we will be in Brisbane
a place that totally new to us with all the uncertainties
bibo gonna start his new study journey in UQ for the next 4 years
and I am going to start with a new job hunting process
I was spending quite some time to make the decision
whether to leave or stay
and finally I decided to follow him
I always wonder how people will decide on this?
will you choose bread or love?
there are so many things pop out every time when I'm trying to think on this
but thanks to WeiXin again to help me sort up my messy mind
yea, I need to know what I want first of all
so...
after 3 years study in Accounting there is no point for me to give up my dream 
even though it might not be my life career but at least I have to step into and smell it
fingers crossed and hope I am able to get a position in account
then complete my CPA 


And what's the plan for us?

hmm... still in progress I think?
I am sorry to make you feel stress by asking you this 
As I am used to have plan for myself and thought this is what we should have too
I know it could have so much stress on you from your studies and maybe my graduation
 I should knowing these earlier 
but just that...
I need a goal to safe my lost feeling after graduation
I need a goal to help me plan on this sudden move to brisbane
I need a goal to make my parents no worries
and I need it just to continue the dream of our future

But wow~
at least we got the biggest savings project!
teehee~
well... make and save money is our major plan so far

Now everything has decided
and I am really happy to know your excitement
as well as letting myself to choose my way
but sometimes things will be easier when you have someone to share with
=)

It's gonna be a brand new life over there
and I just cant wait to know what will happen 
we are still young to go with different possibilities 
thanks for my parents supports
I know it will be a life time support and will never missing