22 June, 2011

me WHY?


Hi bloggie, how are you?
hmmm.. I'm not so well here...

Has been half year since the previous post hey
soooo much things happened and so much things going on
well, I've got things changed, thing gone, things come across and things stay with me still
maybe too much to recall I reckon? 
so what should do?

MOVE ON!

It's the best answer I suppose.





This week isn't a good week for me.. at all.
I'm struggling with myself, my new kind of life and my days
I should say most of the moody thoughts are come from my new job
but it doesn't mean I am not happy with it
I'm absolutely happy to get the job
that's something I want so badly for long time and finally I am lucky enough to squeeze myself into this tight market
but yea... that's not the prefect life as I thought
There is always a BUT

其实人永远都奇怪 
因为你永远都不知道自己要的是什么
永远有要求不完的事或要不完的东西
也许吧
我一直对自己要求太多 我要很好 我要独立 
我要求我的未来 我的生活
我也有很多幻想
当它没有照着我想的走我其实很慌张

开始工作  其实一切都还不错
虽然会有些鸡毛蒜事让我闷气 可是有什么人事混杂我每看过咧
可是啊  这洋鬼子的‘缓慢步伐’是我最大的挑战
我每天最大的烦恼就是找更多的事情做!
其实我很清楚  一切都得慢慢来
可是工作下班回家当然要来些发发牢骚
好采有个他在听

我想我们多少有在担心
工作和读书要怎么一起前进
我只有一个办法 就是一切面对改变
因为我总觉得 感情里不是每一件东西都得踏步于原地
我们还在长大 还在进步 还在学习和配合
我在努力应付我生活的改变  也很努力分享所有的改变
因为我们还要努力很久很久 对吧

现在开始工作  weekend是我最期待的
总是期待来个什么  做些什么  反正就是不想浪费唯一属于自己的时间
所以三个星期连续自己出去逛街 最后发现 这样反而更难过
唉 我喜欢自己逛街 也不喜欢自己逛街

Hmmm....
 这几天bibo去了Sydney
当然一个人被留在这里真的不开心
旅行本来就是我每天在幻想的事 然后因为工作不能去 然后工作又没有什么作为
argghh 真的是身不由己 很讨厌!
也因为这样我对着日历发呆很久  真的啊  所有的off day都开始变得很神圣
圣诞节  情人节 周年纪念 生日 都还在等发落
呵呵 来猜猜我们今年能一起过哪个咧
家人情人我永远都不可能分得开  因为家人是情人  情人是家人
but I think we can find our way to deal with this =)

工作前  我很习惯告诉bibo等我作工之后要做什么买什么
开始赚钱了  才发现时间是有钱也买不到的东西
不过乘年轻 当然要打拼打拼
只是现在的我开始认真思考怎么把握时间
很多时候时间真的会带走很多机会  甚至人
我不希望再有什么遗憾出现
能做什么就做什么  想见什么人就见
下次下次  有多少个下次呢


再给我多一点时间
我会习惯现在的生活还有会知道我的新目标

加油!=)


明天bibo就回来了
他难得的假期还有一半  不过能做的事应该有限吧
之前幻想的假期也都没有实现
这就是我每次很失望的事。。。
就再期待下次吧!








31 January, 2011

Halo Bibo, Happy 4th Anniversary =)


When I woke up and on my phone this morning 
"Oh, it's 30 Jan again!"
yes, again. 
The 4th 30 Jan for us =)
things were flashed back in my mind with the very sweet taste and very warm feel
it reminds me of the 'traffic lights mimi' (every year will do I suppose?)
hehe =p
thanks to the Sultan park day so we have the 131 anniversary ^^
I do feel thankful by giving myself a chance to try and believe 
I am glad you are the one I met and who'll staying in my life forever


Well.... I know I'm going to repeat the same thing as previous years did
but can I still say ThankQ to you, my dearest DaDa Bibo Baobei for being my all time companion for the past 4 years
I really feel loved and love you more and more and more
when things flashed back in mind I realise you've done so much for our relationship
you're trying and learning bit by bit to be my prefect boyfriend
I'm working hard with you too to be a prefect girlfriend =)
maybe this become the best part of our relationship?
Hand in hand and never give up.

Time fading and we both change and not keeping the same as when we first met
I'm get ready for this and not afraid of it
as I hope our relationship just like a lil tree
grows day by day and become bigger bigger and bigger
takes time to grow and you wont know how it will be
but something you can know for sure is it will be stronger and stronger
I'm somehow look forward to all the new chapters of our life
I'm sure there are lots of new stuff coming in and not boring as what people think
=)




Hmmm....

What a shame we are not together on this special day this year
and this will happen to valentine's day and our birthday too =(
 but it's ok lah since there are endless chances for us to celebrate on these
 I suppose? teehee~
so take it easy and wait for next year celebrations! ^^




 I Love You, my dear.
Thanks for everything






11 January, 2011

It is sick



With the arrival of 2011 the world doesn't turn into any better
should you have to admit our planet is sick
a serious bad sick

It is not beautiful as it used to be
snow storm, flash flood, bushfire, even summer snow happened
things change but only the bad one comes



Australia haven't get any peace for some time
after wild fire last year here we've got the non-stop rainfalls
Brisbane is under flood threat now
the whole city enter into serious flood alert and hundreds of family being evacuated
all shops were closed and forced to shut down
we can really feel the fear around
this is just a dark age to Queensland
only I am so close to this tragedy and only I am threatened 
I realised having a peaceful and painless world is so so precious


I just hope this will turn out fine soon
no one deserves all these tough time and suffers
maybe we just need to do something to safe the planet 
praying for all the victims and I hope Brisbane not go any serious flood level