Start the preps

It is so exciting just to google those beautiful wedding ideas.

That's something I have dreamed long enough and finally I'm engaged and can dip myself all into this excitement/romance/nervous/happiness.

And I just realized YES, its not easy to plan for own wedding.

So much expectations and so much desire towards that.

I think its just because, like other girls, I have a big dream on my wedding and I treasure the once in life time experience.

Wish the best for it and hope to have no regrets even its not perfect...

And I know I know... no prefect wedding and cant have all I want on that day...

So I hope for some supports from you guys, 

help me and lead me to the right direction... 
and maybe try the best with me to make them come true?

This year I said to myself to start fight for my dreams.

I want myself to have more love and care to my own dreams.

Now I'm standing on one of my big dream and I feel the pressure to step out again.

I still scare to get the judgement look from others...

I still care how people judge me...

Can I really make mine a bit different to others?

Is this really risky to try something that haven't done by others before?

Will it be a disaster on that day?

Are you really happy with my idea after all...?

And...

Is my dream too big to fit into the reality? 

Well, keep moving and give myself no regrets I guess?

It's probably right to enjoy the engaged status rather than rushing towards the wedding.

but still... cant wait for every single plan to come to real :)

I bet it's better to hear "can't do" after working hard tgh than a big BUT just after the idea is brought up.

If only i can have my "mate of honor" close to me and a bunch of bridesmaids...

Currumbin Valley

It was awhile ago we made a trip down to Currumbin Valley.

Didn't know what to expect from there but falls (which I know from The Bachalor lol).

Typed in on google map and head  down south with sunny skies.

Perfect :)

The map brought us to a down stream rock pool,

which  is the Currumbin Rock pool we found on net.

But... nothing look like what I saw on The Bachelor huh....

Anyway, did some shooting n head off to inner part of the valley.

Lots of families there and kids are having so much fun there.

Next time should have prepared some clothing so can jump straight into water! 

It is around 2km drive from the pool to the Springbrook Reserves.

Again, we didn't know that until we saw the sign. 

A very relaxing drive with the country style houses along the road.

Those are really humongous houses with huge yards and there are two parks beside the road as well.

Walking into the reserves I think I finally found the falls I saw on TV.

Huhhhhh and I think they also make illegal climb to swim there. *sneaky

Well... have to say it is a nice falls and quite fun by looking people doing the water slide.

The weather turned cloudy when we're at the falls.

Heading to coastline to visit the famous Elephant Rock at Currumbin Beach.

We stopped on the way out from the valley and accidentally drove into the multi million estate.

It could be one of my dream just to have a single night stay in those gorgeous houses. 

There is a pond near the entrance and see who we met?

So adorable and beautiful gooses.

I think they knew we have nothing to feed so they started ignoring us and run away.

One by one, they jump into the pond and swam away.

Some struggled with the height? heehee

I'm sure there is a leader among them.

Cuteeeee.....

So our next destination was Currumbin Beach where further down from Gold Coast.

Standing on the Elephant Rock lookout overlook the Gold Coast skyline.

The view is awesome!

I enjoyed so much in the short trip down.

Wasn't plan so kinda get the most out from the surprise.

And feel so proud and fulfilling when finishing my photo edits =)

我们要结婚了 :)

我们   要结婚了:)

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1 月 31 号  大年初一  也是我们的纪念日。

第七个纪念日

本想给我们两个一些特别的回忆所以提议要来一个说了八百年的河边晚餐。

也不知道哪里来的idea就把决定晚餐的事交给你（就那么巧）。

有时你也有让我惊喜的时候，就比如那一晚。

看着面前大片的落地窗，桌上的摆设还有身边坐着的‘大人们’

我知道你想要给我做好的晚餐，就算我们多么清楚与那餐厅的距离。

有想过要你取消晚餐，买份快餐在河边坐着吃就好，

可是又觉得七年下来，我们是可以好好的庆祝我们付出的成果。

答应你的，十周年轮到我给你美丽的晚餐 :)

开胃番茄汁 ＋ Duck Cosummé 

最好吃的牛扒！

Mango & Raspberry Soufflé

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谢谢你给我一个美丽的晚餐。

那晚有点凉，走在河边享受水上的每一个倒影是我觉得最浪漫的拍拖。

我以为我给你准备了那晚的压轴，一定让你哭得稀里哗啦。

找了一个我觉得你可以尽情哭的地方，

把礼物送给你。

果然，哭得读不下去，要求回家继续。

（成功！）XD

我不是魔术师，

而是我写的点点滴滴，你看的字字句句都是我们用心经营换来的。

它们都是心里的每一个悸动。

只是我没有想到你为我准备了更大份的礼物。

多少次  脑子里幻想你和我求婚的场景 和我说的对白 还有我要告诉你的答案

可是在那一刻  我只记得看的都是模糊的 眼泪鼻涕已经要耗掉所有的纸巾

还有奇怪的你继续拿着盒子  就是要等我哭完

回过神才发现我没有大束鲜花也没有听到感动死人的求婚词

我居然还是点头了。

忘了多久以后你终于起身跪下

说 “我可以照顾你吗？”

我：（哭。。。）

“宝贝，Will you marry me？”

我：（哭。。。）

“hmmmm？”

我：（点头，继续哭。。。）

你牵起我的手，把藏了六个月的戒指戴上。

然后我抱着你，继续哭。

这就是我们承诺要继续过一辈子的时刻

也是我们都等了很久的一天。

混乱当中我还记得拍下见证整个过程的夜景。

谢谢你总是把我想要的放在心上。

谢谢你很努力和我一起完成我想要的。

谢谢你一直踏踏实实计划我们的未来。

谢谢你顶着所有的压力给我一份比什么都重要的承诺。

谢谢你给了我最美的晚上。

我期待很多的浪漫，可是感动的浪漫就只需要那份真诚。

我很感谢你那一晚给我的回忆，我不会要改变什么。

生活其实还是顶着现实，我们还有更重要的事要完成。

不管怎样，你都有我最大的支持，我知道我也有你的最大的鼓励。

我们都会有不间断的职责和使命要完成，可是有些重要的事也给生活很大的动力，

对吧？

没有说出口的答案我会补上

非常非常期待那天的到来

到时我们要好好交换对未来的承诺，然后开始我们的一辈子 :)

A New Year

常常回到这里就是新的一年。

一直以来都还是有好多心情好多想法想抒发，

也不知道生活到底被什么消耗，

反正总有想做而没有实行的事。

晃一晃，又一年过去了。

妈妈的话好像也开始应验，年近30，会过得特别快。

回想过去的一年，似乎也记不太清楚怎么过的。

似乎有好几件重大的事发生可是回过头看也好像船过水无痕，

因为船照样前进，唯独船上的人儿在为前方的路打点和费心。

2013 年 和自己的对话很多。

有时为自己精神喊话，有时和自己对峙。

也有时因为搞不清楚自己和自己闹别扭，

还有时干脆自我放弃颓废。

不过再怎么难熬也都过去了。

四月份开始做part time，为薪水也为去向烦恼。

六月份我们终于考到了IELTS，喜极而泣抱头大哭。

七月份把PR Application 交上去，波折重重。

九月份突然的想法就决定签下我们的第一个房子。

十一月感谢各国众神，我们终于终于成了澳洲PR。

十二月因为回家，让自己过了最开心的一个月。

船照样前进，我们还在寻找去向。

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2014 年 回到这里 有很多的目标

要给自己一个更好的的自己

要让自己对这样的生活有期待

其实我们都很清楚心里想要去的方向

也许有时就该跟着心中的那把声音去就有得到快乐

因为自己才是给自己快乐的人。

或许在我们靠岸以前，

再乘多几个浪，再多享受这片无边无际的自由，

然后回到岸上后没有后悔而是满满的收获，

一辈子慢慢回味。