26 January, 2010

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2010
time to bring myself back to blogging.
nothing special, just make it a homely space to express the real feeling.
stress-free, boundless, privy sharing...
yea, it's all about me =)
and it is my purpose, to have smt just about myself.
---- fangyinglism™ ---



Just about a month passed in 2010,
but sadness has nearly filled it up.
is it too much, dear God?
although we all knew that nth is endless in this world,
but, can we still pray for happiness ending to every story?
well, nth we deserves, nth is under control, nth we can really choose from...
there is nth just about we love and we hope,
we only got the right to learn, to enjoy, to be adaptive.
yet, I haven't got a satisfy result for these yet.



I know i hate to be apart.
from the day I left my home to Perth.
I always thinking to have everything I love at the same time,
but it seems like just a dream, a dream couldn't be reached.
There is too many things we so desire,
it appears so, at least.
undeniable, I am the one.
At the age of 20s, family and lover are the people I care the most.
not sorry for friends since I still caring you all even just after my family and Bibo =p
I am really scare about 'death',
that could be the worst thing i can think of in the world.
but, what can we do for it though?
no way....
I will always pray to have health, to everyone I love.
at least I can hear the sonsy laughter, see unworried smile and have warm hugs.



Well, something brighter my days recently could be nth more than reunion.
YES~ I am coming back to home soon, foof~
17 days to go.
It will be pleasant to see ah gong, ah ma, my papa and fat mum~
ofcourse my bro and sis~

well well well,
Happy Aussie Day~

3 comments:

  1. Yes, a brand new year ahead...
    i have got twelve months to go...to get reunited with my beloved family and boyfriend...and friends^^
    apart from home/family/beloved is suffering, but death is bloody cruel...
    nobody can predict what is gonna be, but we can try our best to shape ourselves to the one we wanna be...

    Take care, I will see you sometime in australia^^

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  2. dear dear dear...
    I can't bear to leave here..to leave my family..my love one.. for me,it is cruel enough to leave here again back to sydney...
    always ask myself,why can't I get everything that I love... it is the truth..it is just it is..the way we choose...@@..
    fighthing!! give us five!! we go forward together!! :>

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  3. 很久沒有看到這樣的文字
    縱使是abc的組合
    但背後所懷抱的意義卻是無可避免的

    日復一日 年復一年
    面對新的一年 漸漸覺得無味
    也許是來不及回頭看過去做了什麼
    又被時間的洪流往前推的關係
    20s的代價 越來越大

    對於目前的妳
    有妳所在乎的人和事
    也許偶有煩惱難過的時候
    但誰沒有呢
    也許成長就是學會不再怨天尤人吧
    一切靠自己 往前走

    真的期待再次見到妳
    或許說不上幾句話
    但卻是一種心靈的慰藉
    See you
    soon

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