May ● may I ?

Step into May in 2010

what has been done and what has not?

I knew it is a challenging year for me this year

but til now

I really feel lost and not confident at all sometimes

do I need someone who can lead me and side by side with me?

yea... I think I need one

but then, I know that person can only be MYSELF

I have gone through my 'mummy age' that I couldn't have mummy with me all the time now

I haven't been old enough to hand my life to the Mr Right yet and ask for companion

I am just right at the age of ME

I am the master still

am I right?

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I am kind of dreaming up until last night

still dreaming in the unworried uni life

yet never realise that it's really the time to start work out the future plans and carry them out

I thought things will just go right and will not be that bad

I thought my plans will be just nice to what I wish

I thought I will never have a plan for one even we haven't promise on anything yet

hmmm... 

stop being a procrastinator and starts planning on plans

=)

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Again, my favourite - shooting

I am sure it is something I'll never let go

random shoots in uni cafe

And this is my favourite photo in April

❤ Papa & I ❤

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Officially, the last 4 mths in Perth

before I come out with other plans

or I should say before I be granted other visa

kind of weird feeling towards this though

walking on this 'uncertainty runway'

a runway that described as - 

"could be something, and couldn't be something"